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The more I continue on confessing my fears and inadequacies here, the more God reveals to me that he understands and heals.

I ask daily "Work through me, Lord, in every part of life. To you be all the glory. Amen!" and he's listening...oh boy yeah. :) Or maybe I'm the one who's listening/searching/looking for it...whatever it is, it's loud and in my face.

The other day, I posted about being in control of things. I wrote

This is hard for me. I've been trying so hard to rewire my own thoughts. Now, I'm trying hard to relenquish control. I struggle. I'm a control freak. I want to be the one in charge. There... I said it. It sucks. It's ugly. I hate it. But that's who I have been for so long.

I also said that day that I wanted to give up control, I just didn't know how. But today...today I read this and the answer was clear on how to give it up. When you pray, you give over control to God and trust him for the results.
So my answer is here. I do trust God.

"Continue please to work through me, Lord, in every part of life. To you be all the glory. Amen!"