My refusal.

I have been gone for quite some time.  I kinda gave up.  Well, more like I gave in.  I gave in to temptation.  I gave in to laziness.  I gave in to very bad choices.  And I've paid for it.  Paid for it by regaining 10 lbs.  Paid for it by feeling sluggish and heavy again.  Paid for it by getting sick.  Paid for it by needing extra chiropractic care.  And I can't stand it anymore.

So to let you know.  To let MYSELF know. I'm standing here tonight to say it's not happening.  I'm not giving up.  I refuse to do that.  I refuse to give up on myself.  I will succeed and I will make my goal one day. 

I'm going there. Now.